Before I go to bed....

Why does life SUCK so bad? No easy way to say it. No better way to say. Life is just unfair (okay, I guess THAT is a better way to say it).

First my online friend loses her precious baby boy (still born at 35 weeks and 5 days), then we find Matty's body (okay, this doesn't necessarily make life unfair ~ we accepted that he was dead, but held out hope....), then an old friend of mine that I went to school with lost her little boy (Nicci and I were pregnant at the same time ~ her with Brent and me with Summer) and now tonight I find out that not only does my Buppie have cancer of the esophagus (sp?), but also has it in his liver.

It's going to be one hell of a battle. Buppie doesn't take anything lying down (not that Bobo would ever let him...she is one tough cookie!), but it is still something I wish he didn't even have to face.







So, in other news....I know it is like 6 months away, but I've started planning Jason's first birthday party. We are going to be doing a rubber duck theme and I'm hoping to be able to rent out the Y pool and hopefully they will let me float all kinds of rubber ducks in the pool.....cute stuff. As soon as I reserve the pool, I'm going to be starting on invites because I am hand-making them all myself and it's going to take a while.

Not much else going on around here. I think that is all for today.

Oh, last week I lost 1.4 pounds which put me .2 away from my 10% goal! Hopefully tomorrow I will get to my goal!